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September 17, 2001
Being needed
(13:35)
It's nice. But like with everything except Angband....it is hard to take in excess.
It's especially hard to be needed by folks that you don't need too urgently. But it's going to happen. The best way to deal with that is to form a CHAIN of neediness. Need someone. And do it shamelessly. And rest assured that there's someone that that someone needs. And also allow people to need you.
It's a good day today
(13:40)
The sky is blue blue blue blue blue blue blue.
My favorite songs are pleasing to my ears and send an electrifying desire to dance through my whole body.
All of my conflicted emotions even feel good today. They aren't crippling, and I know they're all reconcilable eventually...and knowing that enables me to savor them distress-free.
Autumn is coming, making the air crisper....cool air makes me feel clear.
And there have been titmice bopping about in the tree outside my office window, because of the numerous berries now there. So cute.
I think I'm falling in love with life.
You're absolutely right about that thing about being needed. Though I'm always needed with some things, I try to give back. Often I allow myself to depend on others for something (group projects at school) when I could just as easily do it myself.
Asking for advice and all from others and one thing I try to do a lot, not just because I need it, but because some people have this image of invincible me, school-wise, and I think that's untrue. I find that checking with others is good for that sorta thing, you know?
C-ya round, and keep thinking great thoughts.
--Alejo
P.S. I found out how to edit Angband but I'm not going to for the time being. But there are three pairs of unique boots in there! O_O And two more rings of power, too! Keep going with Arsenio! ;o)